Sunday, December 03, 2006

(unfinished)

life is a miracle, love is a mystery

life makes us do things, love makes things happen


life gives us meaning, love gives us reason

life is existence, love is emotion

life is superficial, love is eternal

life makes us think, love makes us feel

life makes us love, love makes us live

for you

i miss you already. i really do. you make me so happy. you are special to me. why is it that you are so far away from me? i daont know what it is but you could always make me smile. caught up in our little world haven't got a care for the people around us. you keep my sanity, yet you make me crazy. you're a juxtapose in my life. i really don't know how it happened, how i've met you, how we've become what we are today. ......

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

randomness

still awake at 1:00am(last night)...and i have work later at 8:00am. can't sleep. talking to my girl on the phone earlier. just thought now why don't i update my blogs? hmm. why not. but what to write? alot of nonsense drivel is my specalty. and yes before you comment that there's a lot of typographical errors on this blog, i am well aware of that, one because my computer keyboard is old, and being of a cheap brand most of the keys have to be pressed vigorously to imput text. second, i can't sleep but i am sleepy, and i am not wearing my glasses, so it hampers my vision. well so much for useless and nonsense drivel. onwards my friends to more nonsense with yours truly, evil_hanzel. what nonsensical things do i want to discuss?

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let's see, first i'm bored with my work. i don't know if its the workload orif im really bored with my career(as an architect?, designer). parang gusto ko ulit magturo ng drawing sa mga makukulit na bata. which reminds, i saw one of my former students earlier thisday, kaira. last time i saw kaira was two years ago, attending my drawing workshop class, wala syang ginawa kundi maglaro. ayaw makinig sa mga lesson at ayaw gumawa ng mga activity. just let her be, i want the kids to have fun. now a bit grown up, pero ganung kakulit pa rin. cute little kid. sometimes i think if i should enroll myself in journalism class. i want to write. iwant to travel. iwant adventure. i want to eat. but seriuosly, iwant to travel, visit and experience new things..ala lonely planet/globetrekker. that would be fun. :)
then there's 'the TIC blogs'... betty's brainchild of an idea to list all fun things and places in the south. i'm part contributor, but i havem't been able to contribute anything lately. all my articles are here, written down but not yet finished...(how come hinde ko matapos ang mga ito)....the articles are waiting, begging to be finish. bets, if you're reading this, (i know how you like to snoop and eavesdrop..:)) don't worry i'll be posting them soon if not later...:)

eavesdropping...interesting. i like to eavesdrop oncein a while, unintentional eavesdropping(if there such a thing). makes you know a little bit about the people around you, even if you really dont know them. you hear them ranting and raving about things that shouldn't concern me, yet sometimes i find the conversations amusing or sometimes trivial. like on time in the shuttle service i take to work(parking in makati is EXPENSIVE!!!)these two girls (must be in their very early 20's)are talking how the other one was going to be late for work beacause she can't decide what necklace(beads) to wear. kailangan pa bang pag-isipan yun!!magugunaw na ang mundo ganito pa ang gagawin nya.."ano kaya ang magandang necklace na isuot bago ako mabagsakan ng umaapoy na bato?". and the necklace she was wearing was like mothballs tied together by a giant shoelace...

shoelaces....i've been looking for a pair of red shoelaces for months now. nothing special. i just want to replace the shoelaces on my worn sneakers.i'm bored with my white shoelaces.
speaking of sneakers, i just saw a pair that i fell in love with. well actually two pairs. one was a nike air force one LE colored lightblue/dark blue. one was an adidas adicolor kermit the frog edition. pretty funky eh?

well i guess that's it for now. now i'm very sleepy and can't keep mmy eyes open. and i'm hungry. i'll grab a quick snack, then turn over for a few hours sleep. another day today to face the monster of a boss ihave. can't wait for next weekend.

Sunday, October 08, 2006

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oh well, it's a month since i started working here in imagimax interior architecture. it's all good. new environment, new friends, new boss. still adjusting to the way of life here. it's friday today, and later tonight i'll be running from makati to alabang. just like i said before, my heart still belongs to the south, once a southerner always a southerner. SOUTHSIDE rules!!

work is ok, my former boss (which i'll refer to as JRP) asked me to create some presentations for him. one 3d rendering (which is now with but i'm not yet paid) and one scaled model. damn, i agreed to these projects and its up to me to deliver. phsss.... on another note, the project that i left is now nearing completion. that's one of the reason i'll be going to alabang tonight, just to check on my baby kuki and my project. one more thing, my boss' son was chatting with me through YM last few weeks (Migs is 5 years old), telling me that how he missed me( i'm his only friend there) and if i'll be coming back. awww....that kid is so sweet. i'm going to miss that kid.

kuki, my baby, my car, doesn't have headlights now. don't know what happened , but i'm gonna bring it back to the repair person to get it fixed. can't run around without lights!!!!
oh, gotta get back to work....lunch time almost over

oh, BTW, life here is always on the go. i miss the laid back atmosphere of the south.....

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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

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A new job, new office, new friends, new environment…….yes I’m leaving my current work now to work for another company, in another place. Bakit? Well I think it’s time for me to change paths. To move on to something new. Nasa stage na ako kung san ang everyday life ko a routinary na. wake up (nowadays later than usual), take a bath, dress, get in my car, drive to work, arrive late in the office, sit in my boring chair for 8 hours, with my childish crazy infantile boss in the next cubicle, go to site on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, hang around festival mall (where most of the restaurants and coffee shops there already know me) go home and sleep, then repeat. I’m in the stage that the first thing I think of when I get up is this: “ absent kaya ako ngayon?” or “tinatamad ako”.


I guess I just need something new, something refreshing, a new environment to live in everyday. Althoough makati will be very different from the alabang area, it’s still a refreshing change in my life. Here in alabang, the business district is very laid back, in makati people are always on the go, fastpaced way of life.
One thing I’m glad, most of my friends and old officemates(whom I consider my family ever since I started working) are based in makati. So I guess I’ll be seeing them more often. I’ll be an official makati boy on sept 11. I’ll be missing the south, but the south is still where I belong. Expect that I’ll be running from makati to get to alabang every Friday night just to hang out in westgate and petron-alabang.


On another note, I gave my boss my resignation letter. No reaction, no comment, he didn’t even talk to me. He amazes me every day now. He amazes me how infantile and childish one can get. This is a topic for a new blog entry.


anyways, i hope i can be a happier person on my new job, 'cause i'm not happy right now here. if not, i can always look for another one, or maybe a new career.

one reality

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08-24-06

Thursday, February 23, 2006

this is my ONE REALITY, my domain, my life, my box, my stuff. this is my sandbox, my playpen, my studio, my artbox. No bull, no crap. just me....
I AM BORED!!!!

bored sa board exams....kelan kaya ako kukuha ng board exam for architecture?
bored with everything......need something new in my life......



nandito sa office.....overtime kuno....inaantok...mamaya tatambay pa sa Sinangag express....


hAY BUHYA.. BWISET NA pc TO, ANG BAGAL MAGTYPE, TAPOS NA ANG MGA TINAYP KO WALA PA RING LUMALABAS NA LETRA...KAYA PAESENCYA NA KUNG MALI ANG mga spelling at caps....